Nails

OMG.!!

This black magic woman.

Long Hard pink nails.

she's got ten.

on her soft hands,

they rest in peace.

how she uses them.

is not a mystery to me.

I tell only you, i tell only thee.

When we love , she uses them hard.

Listen last night ;

i bought her a card.

there was something in her eyes.

Something i tell you for ,

which men would die.

i say this girl, is all over me...

Ahh friends all worries she sets free.

alas she is royal.

I know she is loyal.

Its not that i fear death.

Last night she took away my breadth.

if i leave her,

she will cry for sure.

If she leaves me ,

i will live no more.

The little pain and that infinite pleasure,

that her nails have given me.

drives me towards her.

i tell thus thee,

her love to me, and my love to her.

is everything to me.

i wanna tell.

i wanna shout.

i wanna yell.

i loved her.

i love her now.

i will love her forever.

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(Screwed up forever.)

Great

Isn't it Great to talk to some one.??

think of those who can't speak or stutter or are just wordless.

Isn't it Great to see someone beautiful.??

think of those who can't see, or see blurred, or have seen you grow but wanna see you once again.

Isn't it Great to touch someone yours.??

think of those who can't hold their hands out to feel you coz they have none., or those who have pestilence, or devoid of senses.

Isn't it Great to taste that McD or Dominoes.??

think of those who can't purchase bread alone, or those who are preys for vultures, or who just wanna kill for something you threw away.

Isn't it Great listen to Bryan Adams or Avril..??

think of those who cant listen someone's cry, or just can't listen their children's first word, or are dumb for you to talk n have your time.

Isn't it Great to move with friends.??

think of someone who just had lost someone his/her.

Isn't it JUST GREAT About everything around.???

Look beyond your perspective dear, someone somewhere somehow needs your help, they won't say, they won't touch, they won't see, they won't bite, they won't listen your curses, but they will Bless you anyhow.

Will not that be Great that someone out there, unknown, filth for us, total stranger, whom we will never meet again , Pray for our well being forever.

It's time, think, its OUR country.

Move ahead, and take others as well.

Runaway

When i was small he taught me how to walk.

i used to fall again and again, i liked it, knowing he'll catch me.

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When i was a kid she taught me English, hindi, socials, and all.

i used to come First, i liked it, knowing she will teach me.

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When i was grown up she shared her boyfriends and me my crushes with her.

i used to flirt so much, i liked it, knowing there will be ear to listen to it.

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Now that all is stuck,

I wanna runaway ;

i will leave HIM, HER And HER Daughter as well.

N i wont return back.

Coz still i know someone is there standing for me.

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Long Lost Paper

I am thinking of you all the time.
Day and night i find you close to the stopped, running, skipping heart.
Flow of blood halts with each good moment i remember with you, and then it rushes hot and anew giving new vigor to me.
Your smiling face, pearl white teeth long slim cute nose petal like rose red lips, broad forehead, those shiny darkest brown round lovely deep drowning eyes,dark silken hair, long ears, a laughing dimple on your sweet glowing pink face and cheeks.
All and everything gives me just everything i had ever wanted.
I dont know what we can get from each other but i know i am happiest when i am with you.
You are the most understanding girl i have ever met.
You help me to stand next to perfect.
Only if we can spark off.
You are comfortable with me, i hope i had been trustworthy enough for you for night movie.
Your company brings a mature person in me.
You complete me in ways i can never count.
Those numerous things mean me my life, you are entitled to exercise full control over every thing i own.
I gifted you my time willingly my life so that i can be with you forever, you will be happy.
No sorry , thanks or please comes in between us.
Some promises are left for you to be fulfilled by me, cause they are not hard but impossible for me to forget.
Whatever your happiness be i will try to fulfill it.
I see you in front of me as if you are there with me near me.
Before sleeping you are my last thought, after waking up you are my first thought.
I see a face, smiling face in my dream that ran away but now that face still smiles, feels free to be with me.
We go out, picnic, park enjoy and that face smiles with me for me,simple jokes, my silliness. little acts of gratitude.
I saw a sad face back one day, wanted that to be happy, smile and smile forever.
And i tried, my effort went wrong and i did wrong i think.
And by the time that smile smile came that trust i got i was yours.
I took steps not to retreat but to walk with you in your every low thins and blues of life.
Do you think i wanted to say to you.?
No.
i Didn't.
I knew that you already know it, you will acknowledge it.
But we both continued and my truth is what i can show so you know everything i am.
Don't think from head when heart beats.
Everything's fine when you are around.
You can take care of yourself, but i am tensed , very very tensed.
It kills me daily, you crying, having headaches, not eating,etc, it haunts me.
You will say not to think of you, as usual.
What should i do.?
Tell me.
Something And i will do whatever you will say. May be thats best for both of us.

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I can never make you feel guilty for your decisions cause its your life and i respect you.
I am never confident enough to stare you below neck.
i never met your eyes buddy., they make me drown.
I am not a flirt, will never hurt you emotionally.
And thats why i am not allowed to say certain feelings.
I can not see you hurt.
Yes, i am a emotional guy, you can forget may be may be not. None that you are mine, i will Always be yours.
An elderly lady told me to take care of her Gudiya and her Bacchi, which propels me to sense of responsibility. I am ready to take that responsibility.
A 5 minutes meet thrills me, worth worth worth hours days and weeks of wait.
You told me once thats the difference between me and some guy, he stops some girl doing this and that.
I will tell you difference between me and him.

I am NOT your boyfriend like the guy and girl.
I can not leave you at bus stop to go to hostel.
I am not leaving your hand if you are cold.
I am not sleeping in peace to know you have headache.
Its never cold out there after 13th October.
I am not staring at other girls.
I am listening to others call you "Bomb Shell" cause i mean nothing, no thing, Absolutely nothing to you.
I am not selfish enough to stop you do anything you want.
I am not a restriction on you, you are a free bird a cosmic delight, its your life and you are free to roam areas you like to.
i am not even as rich as him to have some body to love to.
So, i am the poorest wretched thing you will ever meet.

i will stay with you forever by your side as long as i live.
Some guys here say girl are "sluts", whores and prostitutes, all girls, just use and throw.
I hate them.
I can not respect every girl, and not every one is worth it.
Some say i love this girl but she does not know, etc etc, they are simple guys, i see them dying.
What about you.?
I will not lie, never had and never will. You are not everything to me, but you mean very much in my life.
I have priorities for you, responsibilities to you.
Can not live without you, etc etc, sab bakwas.
Rehna Padega.
"Khud hi" healthy ni hounga to tera khyal kaun rakhega.?
But i can never ever again think of someone else like i do for you.
You can be true to yourself once and next time you only fool and bluff yourself.
Your most important and truest time was first time you gathered that courage to say it to someone.
some people are very lucky very very lucky, very prosperous to hear it again and agian, but some people are very very bad lucked, doomed to say it once and that too to be refused forever.
I can only care for you forever.